todayy was a FUN dayy. no teachrs. onlie one gdlooking clerk and anothr nt so gdlooking wann. hahas. no eng no morni. whee`. i LOVE todayy. mrning assembly. sara approachd me. hahas. he said my hair looked funny NOT stylishh. hurtful. damnn. hahahs. one big fat patch of orange on my headd. walking carrot. bleahhh`. physics. no eng. did sum crap shit physics experimnt.


english. no mornii. mr used-to-wear-PINK-colour-shirt clerkk took us. everione in our cls seems to love him.
hahahs. geog. debate. funn`. faqeh, wenbinn, rahman n mirza were in sum sarong? mdm suriadi told dem
to go in it to demonstrate the density in populationn?


hahahs. the four of dem ended up squashing each othr n rollin on the floor. LOL. hwk time. mr pink clerk
took us agaiin. jst found out that SOMEONE frm our cls lykk himm. whoo`. hahahs. =X faqeh n aimran showing off to himm. hw well dey can do pumpingg. aiyoo`.


desperate housewifes. soo gna wtch itt. whee`. 1hr n 15mins time. counting dwnn. im gna haff jet blackk tmr
i tell euu. whee`. doing my resume. im gna work as a sales rep. whee`. hahahs. stoopid mornii. tell us do all dese stuffs.


*hate me love me. wadeva. i dunt care.*

♥ 7:19 PM

piccsss.


fatin is in love. awww. x)


powerr rangerrs. hahahs.


.welcome to our house.


bdayy gal. [[me.raudah.alia.fatin]]


everione. =D


the bachelors. [[-me fahmi reza-]]

n lastlyyyyy. the one and onlieeee..


me. uglyy riite? sighs`.

end of entryy. i hate it wen ppl haf no sense of
originalityy. eu shld noe hu eu are. x)

♥ 9:01 PM

de onlie prblm wads dat i had to go back earliie. fck lahh. toopid prnts. its nt lyk im gna go home veryy late or drunk riite. its jst a chalet fr heavens sake. its nt lyk i will get pregnant and sleep arnd riite. i CANT even get pregnant. wad shld dey worry abt? urghh`.


niwayys. wnt to alia's chalet wif raudah n fatin. x) met alia's sis frens and all. took pics. ate food. denlotsa ppl came. whahahs. renu was dere. gt to noeher much much better. hahahs. cos i nbr tlk to her bfore. hmmm. so
manie ppl came. de gals wnt topick up shai n wnt guy hunting.


hahahs.soon everione came. reza. fahmi. rani. yeahh`. tookpics. cut cake. more pics. wnt to deserted booth.
tlkd tlked. truth or dare. rani poledanced. fahmi smacked his butt in frnt of chinese bballers. cool`.i had to do so manie tings bt was too afraidd. inde end had to ask fr one of the guys phone nmbr.bt i didnt do also. scaredd`. damnnnn. HAHAH.


wnt to take more pics. alia's frn nadia is frm tkgs.hmm. she noes naz. umm. de guys were drooling at her. hahahs. fahmi too!! surprise of de centuryy. =p. everibodi was veryy quiet wen she spoke. hahahs.
had to go home aftrdatt. fuck sia. i had funn kayy. hmm. hope wehaf anothr chalet lorr. nw i tiink dey are havingfunn dancingg. fucckk. miserable life i haff. fuck`.

♥ 8:54 PM

heyya`. jst finishd np. x)


skipped debrief. cos i -ahem ahem- gt someting on. whahahs. clever of me to do so. mornniiing. wnt to skool. gate nt opened. thought dat np was cancelled sia. pt sucked.all de normal stuffs. slackd fr 4hrs. all de slackers didnt come siaa. i was de onliie slacker dere. wtf!! fz. faezah. celine. whr are eu ppl?? hahahs.


slackslackslack. npsuckss. closing parade was lyk shitt. so embarrassign sehh. shout dwn dere lyk sum idiot. hmmm. gna go to alia's chalet in 1hr? whee`. hope its gna be fun. x)

♥ 2:16 PM

♥ 5:55 PM

morning. gt caught by mr sara fr my wondeful hair. whahhas. he scare me onliie lehh. i was sitting at the parade square listening to de morning digest n suddnly he came up to me. idiot. hahahs. had to stand at bball court. embarrassing sehh.


sara: i had a very good impression of eu. blablabla.
me : reallie ahh?
sara: i noe eur a gdboii blablabla.
so are eu a gd boii or bad boii?
me :good good. i good boii.
sara: okayy. go dye eur hair black.
me : dark brwn can or not??
sara: ...


lol. i dnoe whyy i find de conversation funnie. hahahs. he cheat my feeling sehh. i tot i reallie left a good
impression on him. turnd out he said dat to everi person. hahahs. idiott. =X. amaths test sucked. so harddd. failed physics. lol. agaiin. my first test fr de yearr kayyy. haishh`. n yet i FAILED. 18/50. quite good wadd. hahahs.


chem was fun. yuying nt taking chem animore. sighs`. noone to copy from. noone to do experiment wif me
sehh. grr`. haishh`. assmbly was funn. choir. x) band oso. =D whee`. bandrocks. dey playy so nice 'especially disco. iwillsurvive. hehehs.


np tmr. suckyy lehh. need to dye my hair BLACK. urghh`. sooo lookin frward to alia's partyy tmr. hehehs. x).

♥ 3:44 PM

ihate amaths. its so blooody irritating. whyy do
we need to noe soo maniie bloody stuffs wich
are irrelevant to my life. urghh`. i dunt care
abt matrix or wadeva shit. im jst happie dat
ican count add and multiplyy. bleahh`.

and i am veriie lost in chem. ms woon tlks
n nags everi single second and i dunt undrstnd
aneting abt metals and extraction or wadeva
experiment. all dese has no link to my life.
whyy am i studyying dis? no time to regret le.

n fr de last tiime.
iam NOT nuriman.
i dunt look lyk him. [ilookbetter.=p]
i dunt tlk lyk him.
i dunt behave lyk him.
n i am NOT him. thnkw`. x)

andddd.

i dunt lyk pink animore.
i dunt lyk angelaa okayy.
i dunt lyk anione.
im FREE.
SINGLE.
AVAILABLE.
and LOOKING.

whahhas. selling myslf off. hu wanns? x)

♥ 9:37 PM

im so fckng tired. and its all cos of skool. end so late. bloody hwk time. sighs`. so stressed up. maths hwk still nt done. cant catch up. godd. olevels in less than 7mnths? i tinkk.


-prayshard-


collctd my specs. it looked weird. made me look so serious. wen i looked at myslf in de mirror i nearlie died. nt cos i was uglyy. bt de specs is so not me. im nt quiet. im LOUD. im irritating. hmm.
i haf weird taste in style. everiting is so mismatched.


cutesy starry shoelaces. -so act cute
weird orange hair. -so beng
dark black gloomy specs. -so act punkk
n pimples all over. -so me. hmm.


bleahh`. n i look horrible. hahahs. sum freak wlkng arnd in skool. grr`. niways. happie bdayy fajrina. my meii. x)


x -iwaneu.- x

♥ 10:16 PM

heys`. so gdamn tired sehh. pe and np. haishh`. bad combination. havin it on the same day summore? saddening.


mrning. went to meet mdm suriadi. she told me 'good good'. whahahs. 'dyed' my hair black.lol. pe was crap. did lotsa pumpings and all. ran 3rounds. was second last. hahahs. cld haf done better. bt i still beat raudahh. x) crapp`. amaths. didnt undrstnd a ting. so tired sehh. could haf slept. all cos of pe lahh. sighs`


ss was funn. as usual. leanrd new stuffs. ms neo rawk lahh. faqeh is frm india lahh. hahahs. arsehole. wnt to 7-11 and all during the lunch break. ate cup noodles under the block. so pathetic sehh. hahahs. nehhmind. hahahs. umm. unglam. at least we are still normal sporeans.


npwas crap. ran wif sum gals fr de cca thingyy. gt dis gal run damn fast sehh. aiyo. nearlie couldnt catch up wif her. since i ran wif her my timing fr ONE round was 2.58. coolness. hahahs. nvr reachd dat timing bfore. see how useless i am. =X captainball n soccer. slacked one corner. while de rest of the enthusiastic smelly
ppl wnt to playy. sum arsehole hu couldnt kick a ball properly kicked a ball directly to MY headd. blardee ding dong.


it could haf hit my brain n left me paralysed fr life and i cant complete my o levels n go to my wonderful tjc and go work as a bartender in some club. whahahs. bartenderr. riite. tralala. saw faj maryam n dian todayy. happie ppl? i mentioned eur names. whahahs. shall studie amaths if i haf time. haishh`. geog test tmr. bleahh`.
me her a1 studnt? ms neo rawkk. hahas. she verii nice lehh. tlk to me bfore she went home. lol. crapp`


i shld be thnkful. almst everiting dat i wantd i got alreadie.


-new specs
-dye hair
-sweater
-life


yeahh`. hahahs. all i wan is an a1. whee`


starboii`*

♥ 8:51 PM

urghh`. today was quite a GOOD dayy. bt apparently SOMEONE had to spoil my mood. bloody ding dong.


wnt to skool wif my newly dyed super light brwn hair. whahahs. mrs principal wlkd pass me n she didnt even
say a ting. x) suddnly everione askd me whthr i dyed my hairr. bleahh`. physics. super duper hard test.
my hair was GLOWING. damnnit. yes. im a carrottop. sadiq laffed at me. bleahh`. amaths was intrstng. whee`


englishsucked. as usual. fishbone shit. recess. everione askd me de same qns. YES i did. happie? aiyoo`. jst realised sumone slept ON me during the sec3 campp. hu ahh alia? hahahs. =x dun worrie its nt alia.
geog sucked. test postponed. i was happily doing my wrk. suddnly, i saw dis apek. trned out to be azhar. hahahs. den as i looked out the window.. -jeng jeng jeng-


suriadi : qazim. ani questions?
me :umm. no.
-faqeh interrupted our conversation-
faqehh : CHERRR!! qazim dye hairr!!


-whole class shocked fr 4seconds-


suriadi: qazim. see me aftr dis.


fck him ahh. blardiee arshole. mind eur own business cann. go dye ur own face white lahh. maha blackout. bleahh`. -pissed. de rest of de day was okayy. hwk time was crap. morni dat bitch. wntd to do geog bt was forced to do her shitty wrk. urghh`. no hwk fr me to do. whee`. dats all.


boring dayy. everiones tlkng abt my hair. whahahs. gna dye black tmr. riite. non-permanent hair spray? hope it looks blackk. np tmr. fuck.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY DORA AND CHERYL. xD


ihate faqeh. i lovestarhub. x) hahahs. im craziie. im no mat. im no paikia. i guaikia okayy. =D NEVER call me a mat. its an insult. to me.

♥ 7:33 PM

i noe i shldnt haf done it. regretted my actions sehh. nw i look horrible. fellow frens will be in
for a SHOCK tmr. i tiink so. hahahs. i shld haf chose a darker one. damnnn. oh yahh. n dey will haf a shock on thurs also. whhahas. im a shockerr. niways. went to prwkay wif prnts. todayy is officialy gdlooking ppl dayy.
everiwhr i go keep seeing gdlooking ppl. im lucky. x)


went to search fr my jacket/sweater. found a lot of nice ones. most of dem are for WOMEN and others were too small. damnn. i haf weird taste. wnt bwlng aftr datt. whahahs. ate at kembangan. fira and fizah was tlkng abt deir adventures wif taufik de previous day at Spore Poly. bleahh`.


gna go SP wif dem. 4th of feb. skip np yahh. whee`. wnt to toa payoh aftr datt. fr de FIRST time in my life. dat place is damnn cool i tell eu. so many ppl. gdlooking ppl. whahahs. my luckyy dayy. =p tmr fizzix n geog test. nt so ready fr fizzix. bt will try my best. a1 coming up. whee`.

♥ 10:28 PM

fuckn arse. hate eu. bleahh`. so rudde. nbr eben
reply to my sms-es n messages. fck off ahh. i fell
fr de wrong person.

-jumps off building- whee`!

♥ 12:21 AM

today was a veri farty-fying dayy. i swear. no lahh. it was quite fun n intrstng. whahahs.


waitd fr fatin at bdok intrchng fr HALF an hr. i cld haf crwled all de wayy dere sehh. bleahh`. met raudah at bdok mrt. went to twn. whee`. fatin sis smsed dat spore football team will be in ngee ann city. so we umms. went dere lahh.


ppl dancing singing and all. whahahs. gt dis quite plump guy n woman singing. quite nice lahh. whahahs. raudah. i wasnt staring at her butt kayy!!. grrr`. ruin my reputation onliie. puii`!! 3cute little bois dancing on stage. damnn cool cann. so young. lyk onlie 5? yet dey dance so damnn nice. coolness. admire
dem sehh. raudah was overjoyed seeing dem dancing. whahahs. paedophile. =p


lotsa shouting singing and all. i was lyk being such a spoilsport. wif my arms tuckd n a sulkyy face. cos i dunt noe anione frm the team!!. i dunt even wtch soccr sehh!! y wuld i scream fr ppl i dunt even noe.
sooon the lion team. came. baihakii? bai smtng lahh. mr very tall goalkeeper. n lots more. sunny hasan? or smtng.


fatin was screaming over him. lol. poor cute little boi sumhw lost in the sea of smelly fat sweaty minahs.
whahahas. fatin regrettd her actions cos she couldnt met hassan sunny. lol. went to ljs in cine to eat. whee`.
went to take neo's. damn retard sehh. i lookd good as usual. -ahem ahem-


wnt to buy my JAY incomparable cd. whee`. free poster summore. i love jayy. whee`. wlkd to ngee ann city fr a while fatiin n raudah took pics wif sum guyy. soccer playr lahh. wif her uncle's cam? lol. n dey talkd abt de pic dey took all de way to de mrt station. girlls. sheesh. took mrt. apparently SUMBODI farted. den dey had
to make a big deal of it.


de farrt smelled NICE okayy. =X oOps`.


bwhahahs. dey made fun of me thruout the whole mrt trip. laffin our guts out. lol. crazy people. raudah broke a toenail. kekeke. all thnks to me. x) bleahh`. dats all lorr. nuting nice to write. shld i haf gone to ngee ann poly jst nw instead? i saw sum ppl carrying NYP goodie bags sehh. coOl.


so dats all fr todayy.


frm ur farty highness..
starboii`*

♥ 8:22 PM

im bored.


was plannin` to go ngee ann poly or sum othr poly tmr cos dey are having dier open houses? sounds
fun. nvr entered a poly bfore lorr. whahahs.


wntd to ask naz. bt shes in m'sia. dar dar na sure cnt make it. fatin n all nt sure. my kuzzin's going
to SP. whr taufik will be i tinkk. bleahh`.


so my point here is.. WHO WNA GO POLY HUNTING WIF ME TMR?? i dunt wna stay
at home. so boring cann. bleahh`.


one last kiss. one last touch.
-addicted to the song.


i wan frameless specs. my specs are brkn. im blind. bleahh`. poor me.

♥ 10:16 PM

bleahh`. start new blog. diaryland sucks. cnt even view my entries. blogger is better rites? much much
easierr. whee`. burnd taufik's cd frm my aunt. super nice cann. didnt regret burning it. my aunt made me
save $. whee`.


now i haf 25bucks. can buy jaychou's incomparable cd siaa. whahahs. cool. made 25bucks in one day
wifout even doing aneting. i love todayy. altho its boring and all. bleahh`.


iloveeu. y wunt u rply my sms. ihaf waited fr TWO days. n i received NO sms frm eu. evilevilevil. ihate
eu. bleahh`


-sighs`.

♥ 9:29 PM